Because I’m the worst

1. How old are you?: 
21.

2. What’s your middle name?: 
Alexandra.

3. If you could legally change your name, what would you change it to?:
I wouldn’t.

4. Any body mods? What do you have, and what do you want?: 
Body mods? Is this slang for modifications? I have a few piercings….

5. What color is your hair naturally? If it’s dyed, what color is it?: 
My hair is reddish auburn, it gets a lot lighter in the sun…I have never dyed it and probably never will.

6. What’s your eye color?: 
Blue/green, they change in varying lights

7. Would you change it?: 
As in would I wear colored contacts? Haha no.

8. What’s your hair type (curly, wavy, straight)?: 
Straight as a pin. Annoyingly straight.

9. Do you get along with your neighbors?: 
The neighbors I grew up next door to like at my parents house? Or my neighbors in college? If so, both.

10. Which of your parents are you more like, personality-wise?: 
I’m a solid mix of the two. It is clear when I’m around them who I draw what from.

11. What about looks-wise?: 
Not a clue. Other people see similarities in the three of us—-I see none.

12. Favorite summer drink?: 
Lemonade? I don’t know…what’s a summer drink

13. If you’re in school, what grade are you in?: 
I’m entering my fourth year of college….kill me

14. What’s your future career going to be?: 
Something social service related…hopefully in a school system

15. Planning on college? If so, what one?: 
I’m attending UGA currently

16. Favorite boy’s name?:
I have always loved last names as first names. Like Reynolds, Wills…stuff like that

17. Favorite girl’s name?: 
I don’t know

18. Do you like to read? If so, what’s your favorite book?: 
I love reading. I always say my favorite book is Jay Z’s memoir because I think he is one of the most compelling and inspiring human beings on planet earth today. But I read quite a bit and don’t often find books I dislike

19. Do you like to write? If so, what’s your favorite type of writing (poetry, stories, etc.)?: 
I use journals a lot but I am not especially good are stringing words together

20. Favorite movie?: 
Oh god I don’t know. Recently the Great Gatsby remake took over my love because I love the book so dearly…oh I don’t even know how to start listing all the movies I love.

21. Who are your best friends?: 
If MySpace was still a thing (which GOD I WISH IT WAS) my top 8~* solidly knows who they are

22. What kinds of grades do you/did you get in school?: 
This past semester I made Deans List

23. Where were you when 9/11 happened?: 
At school, in the fourth grade. I vividly remember the rest of the day because we had a Girl Scouts pool party and I was really scared that the pool was going to be bombed

24. Where were you when the Columbine school shootings happened?: 
I don’t remember much of that day because I was in the first grade and I don’t think that’s really something you can keep 6-7 year olds up to date on

25. Are you a virgin?: 
No.

26. Favorite magazines?: 
Vogue, Bazaar, and Elle (sometimes) are required monthly reading. I like more alternative fashion mags as well because they include wide music selections

27. Where were you born?: 
Northside Hospital in Atlanta y’all

28. What’s the last thing you bought?: 
Diet Coke before my shift at work this morning

29. Do you drink, smoke, or do drugs?: 
I don’t smoke and I drink sometimes.

30. Do you drink coffee?: 
Not nearly as much as I used to

31. Three words to describe your fashion sense?: 
Classic yet eccentric

32. Do you have a blog (either a personal Xanga, blogger, Tumblr, whatever)?: 
Tumblr is it

33. Did you see Lady Gaga’s “Alejandro” video? Do you even like Gaga?: 
Never saw it

34. Where do you work?: 
The Spa at Foundry Park Inn

35. What’s the last thing someone borrowed from you?:
I lent out like two of my Braves shirts to friends going to the game

36. What song was really popular when you were in middle school?: 
Everything Brand New.


37. Do you exercise?: 
Mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

38. Do you have A/C in your house?: 
Yeah but we hardly keep it on. We mostly rely on fans

39. Do you use A/C while you’re driving?: 
In the summer YEAH.

40. How much does it cost to fill your car with gas usually?:
$60ish dollars

41. What deodorant do you use?: 
Secret clinical sensitive skin

42. How old are your siblings, if you have any?:
Only child

43. What makeup, if any, do you wear?: 
I wear a Lancome undereye concealer, MAC packed powder, Bobbi Brown shimmer brick, mascara and then I’m usually out the door.

44. Do you shave?: 
Yes every other day for the most part, sometimes every day

45. Ever dyed your hair an unnatural color?: 
Never dyed it

46. Ever made a remix of a song?: 
Nope.

47. What are some things you like to do that most other people consider childish?:
I have a “childish” outlook on life I guess because I’m unrealistically optimistic at times. I also get extremely invested and excited pretty easily

48. Do you think you act your age?: 
For the most part

49. Are you tan?: 
GOOD. ONE. 

50. Favorite eye color?: 
For boys? I  don’t know every boy I’ve dated/hooked up with has different eye colors hahaha

51. What colors are your room?: 
White, I didn’t paint the room in my apartment

52. Worst trend right now in your opinion?: 
Twerking and using the word “thirsty”

53. If you get married, will you take your partner’s name?: 
Absolutely. 

54. Are you, or anyone you know, polyamorous?: 
I’m not, but I know people that are for sure.

55. Ever been in an open relationship?: 
Yeah.

56. Do you know how your parents met?: 
YEP. Harry’s All American Sports Bar in Center City Philly :)

57. Are your parents together, separated, divorced, never married, what?: 
My parents are still married

58. Weirdest place you had sex?: 
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

59. What age did you first get internet at?: 
My parents had it in the house so my mom could work some, I was very little so I have no clue

60. What age did you first get a cellphone at?: 
I think I got my OWN in sixth or seventh grade. Whenever I almost lost my mom’s at a middle school basketball game hahaha

61. What year were you born?: 
1992.

62. What’s your favorite decade?:
Well I only CLEARLY remember the tail end of the 1990s and the 2010s are still very new…so I don’t have a lot of options here.

63. Do you own any antiques?: 
Yeah. My grandparents (paternal) left so many amazing things in their house that my dad inherited

64. How much was your last paycheck?: 
$300 and something. Minimum wage ROCK ON

65. Do any of your friends live alone?:
No, all of us have roommates I’m pretty sure

66. Does your car have bumper stickers on it? If you don’t own a car yet, would you want to put bumper stickers on it?: 
One sticker and it’s a UGA bulldawg. But too many stickers looks terrible. I won’t put any more on than I have.

67. Do you hate anyone?: 
I try so hard not to hold onto anger, but it’s hard. I hate people at first, like RIGHT after I’ve been burned, but gradually I let go of things/ forget

68. Favorite flavor of smoothie?: 
I worked at a Smoothie King a long time ago and as such couldn’t drink a smoothie even if you paid me

69. Favorite nail polish color?: 
On my fingernails I really just prefer to have pink and whites on them.

70. Did you order a yearbook for every year of high school?: 
YEAH!!!!! KATS! HAGS!

71. Did you get a yearbook in elementary school?: 
Yes, my parents always made sure I had one.

72. What about middle school?:
Again, yes. My parents wanted to GUARANTEE the awkward years were well documented

73. Ever made a rubberband ball?: 
No.

74. Do you use MySpace or Facebook more?: 
RIP MYSPACE! I hardly use Facebook though, I hate it.

75. Are you, or have you ever been, straight edge?: 
I am not

76. When is/was your 18th birthday? What about 21st?: 
I turned 18 January 2, 2010 and 21 this year!!!

77. What kind of phone do you have?: 
iPhone 4S babyyyy~*~.

78. What cup size are you?: 
B on a good day

79. What religion are you?: 
Honestly I don’t align myself with any sort of religious denomination. I was raised Catholic but have some serious, deep-rooted issues with their doctrines. I do believe in God though…so take that as you will

80. What’s your stance on abortion?: 
Your body, your choice

81. Are you a Democrat or Republican? Perhaps neither?: 
In my mind it’s not that easy

82. Ever get a ticket? If so, what for?: 
No I’ve never had any tickets praise the lord and pass the ammunition

83. Ever travelled to another country? Where?: 
I’ve been to a lot of other countries’ territories in the Caribbean and I have been to Mexico but YA GIRL WANTS TO GO TO SOUTH AMERICA LIKE WOAH

84. Do you speak any other languages?: 
No and I desperately wish I could

Things come to an ugly end sometimes, that’s just the way life is. But I earnestly believe that every single day has the chance to be better, brighter than the last…. and that the long run is so much more important than the right now.

littlesilverheart:

I envy people that have tight relationships with their families

I’m extremely close with my parents…but I think it’s a function of having been an only child. Like, we’ve only ever had each other. But it also can be overwhelming at times because they always know EVERYTHING going on in my life and therefore think it’s cool to drill me for details every second of every day

For the first time in a long time I find myself not knowing what the best thing for me is right now. Usually I’m the girl with the plan…always having everything mapped out and knowing exactly what I should or shouldn’t do. How I should or shouldn’t act. I’m stuck dead in the middle of this huge gray area and I really don’t like it